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This track is dedicated to all those that have lost a loved one.
lyrics
5 years have passed since I broke into your room
Your candle burnt to fast, as the flowers began to bloom
Sometimes I don’t remember
Sometimes I feel it all
Sometimes I hear your voice
Other times I’m deaf to it all
Cause you left me when I was broken, didn’t know you were broken too
Wish I could wind back the hand and gave my all to you
I’m still dreaming
I’m still bleeding
5 years since I saw that smile evening across your face
If I only knew what was hiding behind it I would have taken your place
5 years you’ve been lounging around upon your mantelpiece grave
I miss you
I love you
A part of me hates you for leaving me lost in space
And the worst part is knowing, knowing you were all alone
If only you could be here, so much has changed in your kingdom
A part of me filled with resentment for all that might have been
A part of me grateful for the time we got to share
I hope you’re happy wherever you are that’s all I wanted for you
If only we were together maybe I’d be happy too
I’m still dreaming
I’m still bleeding
5 years since I saw that smile evening across your face
If I only knew what was hiding behind it I would have taken your place
5 years I’ve been lost and searching for a reason why
I miss you
I love you
I’ll always be dreaming of the day I’ll be by your side
If we ever met again just know
You meant me to me than I could ever show
Still can’t believe that this is true
5 years since I saw that smile evening across your face
If I only knew what was hiding behind it I would have taken your place
5 years has come and gone and I’m just standing still
I miss you
I love you
A part of me hates you and I guess it always will
5 years
credits
released June 21, 2021
Written, preformed and recorded by Joshua Maxwell Young
Mastered by Vance Gillies
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