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Down
04:08
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Blue eyes
Black Heart
Should have known that I'd be doomed from the start
I should have seen my future crumbling down, down, down, down, down, down
Further I sink within myself
With no friends or family for help
but maybe they've been there the whole time
and I'm just stuck to deep within my mind
I'm sick of chewing my gums
I'm sick of grinding my teeth
I'm sick of eating these pills and staying up for a week
I'm sick of seeking the high to balance out all the low
I'm sick of feeling like my head's about to explode
I'm sick of being wide eyed while I'm just trying to count sheep
and all the fences are broken and they're evading me
Another night in the gutter
Another foot in the grave
Night in the gutter
One foot in the grave
Prisoner of my own mind I become enslaved
Now my future is crumbling
Down, down, down, down
Night in the gutter
One foot in the grave
I've been searching the paper for my obituary
Now my future is crumbling
Down, down, down, down
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2. |
Mud
04:53
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I've been living down the bottom of a clear glass bottle for weeks now
In self appointed solitude till every last drop is drunk
and I've been smoking menthol, just to remember your taste now
Every bleeds to the next with the black blood draining down my neck now
All the colour draining from my skin - So fragile and pale
and I've been smoking menthol - just to remember you
Smoking menthol just to remember the taste of mud in my mouth
Taste of mud in my mouth
Black sludge fills my lungs and I cant stop coughing up and its cloggin up my heart as I rip myself apart
Taste of mud in my mouth
In my mouth
Im forever seeking happiness at the bottom of a glass now
but when the feeling is lost, so am I
So I drain myself empty - To get rid of you
Drain myself empty - To just get rid of you
Drain myself empty to just get rid of the taste
Purge
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3. |
She
05:10
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I can see that she is getting old
By the cracks in her in hands and the lines beside her eyes where the birds crow
and I can see the sun rising over the hill
Her morning kisses brush my cheek and as I'm falling straight down to hell
She says "Cherish my love"
She can see that I am getting old
By the way my lazy eyes don't look at her the same way anymore
and she can feel the winds of change blowing through her hair
She knows there's no point in waiting around
cause she knows that I wont be there
She says cherish my love
Cut me down
Cut me out
Cut me down
Cut me out again
She knows there's no point waiting around cause she knows that I wont be there
Cut me down
Cut me out
Cut me down
Cut me out again
She knows there's no point waiting around cause she knows that I wont be there
Cherish my love
and she says, cherish my love
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4. |
My Paranoia
04:36
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She loathing with a dash of cockiness
Constantly drinking and thinking of suicide
The man I once was well he up and left
He moved away the day my brother died
Cocky young rooster in my prime
Too scared to crow in public
cause people have ulterior motives
and my paranoia does not trust them
My paranoia does not trust them
cause there's a war in my head
Been going on so long
Dont know what side I'm fighting on
Put old memories to rest
Yet I'm still holding on
Been going on for so damn long
My paranoia does not trust them
I throw myself into the sea
The person I miss most is me
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5. |
Time
03:30
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Been about 4 years now since that new years eve
When I first held you in my arms and I swore that I'd never leave
Well December's creeping up and I'm here all alone
and I know its mostly all my fault but I cant take the weight of the blame you know
Cause when I think of all we had and the memories we shared
Something got lost along the way and I've been looking down the rabbit hole to find it
and I know I wasn't there for a long, long while
I didnt give you my best
Girl now you've gone and you've moved on
I just wish I'd gave ya more time
Been around 6 months now since I got your call
I didnt even phone you back
I'd lost grip of it all
I just started all my drinking and forgetting how to sleep
I didn't think you would listen
Let alone wanna hear from me
I know I'm selfish baby yeah
I'm an absolute cunt
but dont think for one second it was somebody else I'd want
and I know I wasn't there for a long, long while
I didnt give you my best
Girl now you've gone and you've moved on
I just wish I'd gave ya more time
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6. |
Lovan
06:17
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Drinks go too quickly
Cigarettes burn too fast
Time goes so slow and friendships never last
People come and go
As does every night
Awake, out of control
Screaming out in a cold dead fright
and the days roll into one
When everyday's the same
When every waking moment you are wishing for the grave
and pills to stay awake
and pills to fall asleep
and pills to make you feel like you belong with the rest of the sheep
Ohh August come and gone
Ohh August come undone
Trust comes way too hard
People too hard to judge
Forever wishing death would come
Forever holding grudge
These days of solitude
Are filled with the rivers of tears
As wasted days and wasted nights turn into wasted years
and the doctors say I drink too much
but I only drink to feel
Something other than being crushed under Goliath's Heel
I'm over thinking every thought
I'm boarder-line insane
Condemn myself to loneliness
Loneliness Lovan
Ohh August come and gone
Ohh August come undone
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7. |
Funeral
05:41
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Tongue tied and colour blind
Trying to fit a square into a circle just to pass the time
As you fade into the grey
I just wish that there could be another way
Another day...
It's been 2 years now since you said goodbye
and I've lost count of all the tears I've cried
2 years spent out in the cold
and I'm just sitting here waiting by the phone
Like mold on the wall
Constantly calling your voice mall just to hear you speak to me like before
When we were just wasting time
Now time just passes by
It's been 2 years now since you said goodbye
and I've lost count of all the tears I've cried
2 years spent out in the cold
and I'm just sitting here waiting by the phone
Like mold on the wall
I can still hear you calling my name and I hope somewhere out there you hear the same
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